so afraid to love you / but more afraid to lose
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Cellgroup meeting today. :D I was very very punctual but some people late lorrrrrr. LOL. :P rushed over to yunting's house. Was having difficulties running with my 4 inch heels. :/ i think i'll die tomorrow sial. Omggggg. :( I trained wearing it for two days already and i still cannot tahan. HOW? :(
Cellgroup meeting ended at 2.48pm and i was supposed to meet at 2.30pm at DG. Rushed to bishan instead and went to amk. My heels can just kill me lah. LOL. Watched paranormal activity. :) kinda boring lah. Only some parts thrilling. Throughout the whole movie i only like the last part. LOL.
I train home after that. Leg pain to the power of 100. -.- Tomorrow is prom night. :)
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Hopefully will be really fun. LOL. Irritating. -.- I'm very tired. Physically and mentally. Sucks. I tried to not think so much. I'm damn weird nowadays. I don't feel hungry during dinner time. :O didn't have dinner for the past 3 days. Oh btw, i love my nails!!!!!! :D heeheeheeheeheeheehee. ^^ Tsk, i suddenly got this darn mood swing. No mood for anything. :/
"You can't please everyone but you can be a peacemaker. "
Once and for all. You seems t be walking away, turning your back on me. Nobody understand why can't i let go, i don't either. But i guess its time t sort things out and make it clear. Rather than clinging on, it would be better to let go. 8 months isn't easy. Blame it on O level? i don't want to regret my decision. Time certainly will tell. Its about the character. To be honest, i do miss the sweet moments for the past 8 months, but time won't bring it back. Its tiring for you and me, its hard to maintain r/s or control it the way i want to. Its sometimes best to let go. :)
Before my hair cut this morning!
Yoooooooo. :) Graduation ceremony today! I've graduated from TSS! Happy. Hahahaha. Time really flies. :( 4 years of secondary school life. So much has happened. I gain some friends, i lost some. I gain some experience, i understood some things, i've learnt to count on myself too. Hahahaha. And most of all, my looks during sec one and now is totally different! Hahahaha, used to look so omggggg last time. Aiya, sec one ma, you knowwwww. ^^
Had my facial this morning! Finally. Hehehe. Then went over to meet wendy and accompany her to rebond her fringe. The one and a half hour seems so long. :( Was hesistating whether to cut my fringe or not, eventually i still cut lah. LOL. Because its damn long and irritating. But the slant somehow look like my old fringe, hahahahaha i like i like! Then went to school and met the rest at the canteen. :) Took many many pictures but most are with them. So i upload when i got the pictures!
Huijieeeeeeee!
J-ingggg!
Amandaaaaaa!
Went to the hall, listened to speech, receive our class photo. I love 4E3'09 to the max max max! :) Had picture taking with the teachers but i look so unglam! LOL. I think i'll cam spam on monday. Heh. I'm so excited for prom night. :D Hope all turns out well. :) Hahahaha.
Church, manicure, fellowship tomorrow! :) So gonna be broke. Argh. Oh ya, i'm going Genting and KL with liying, sock leng, liying's family and maybe huijie during dec! Looking forward to going KL because its shopping time! :D :D Then going Thailand to shop again during new year with my family. Hahahaahha! So damn excited. Plussssss, dad is paying for my spendings this time and mum is paying for my travelling cost, which means i need not pay at all!
I'm having ban mian tomorrow before church! :D I didn't ate proper meal today. Had only one bread, one waffle and 2 sticks of satay for the whole of today. And surprisingly, i'm not hungry at all! LOL. Just nice to look good for monday. Hees. :P
你失踪的爱我的幸福跟你离开
Hi hi hi hi hi hi hi! O level is finally over! Hahahahah! Feel the adrenaline rush. :D Graduation ceremony tomorrow, prom night on monday. I feel so :S :S now. Ah, whatever. Some idiot going t abandon me this saturday during church lorrrrrrr. I really dislike blogging with laptop. So not used to it. :/ I'm so free now! Heeheeheeheeheeheehee! Mugging really drove me crazy you know. LOL. -.- Anybody wanna date me out can text me! Woooooo.
This idiot going t ps me on saturday. :(
I'm rebonding next week! Then i'll cut back to bangs. Alot of people say they cannot see my eye now. Lol. Oh, i got to know a new friend lately. LOL. Just changed my blogskin. Tag my tagboard lah. I'll update regularly. :D
I've lost totally. Thanks so much. Well done. Congrats. All for you. Ain't you happy now? :) How things really changed these few weeks. Seriously, i thought things will turn out better now. But i was so wrong. And you, only one word t describe you.
SUCKER. :)